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I feel nothing.The numbness is almost comforting
The feeling of absolutely nothing
No sadness, no anger
Just dead silence
I couldn't care less for his reply
I couldn't care less if he's gone for good
No nervousness, no fear
Just emptiness
My life just goes on, the days drag by
My cuts don't get worse, nor do they improve
No worries, not anxious
I feel nothing.

CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

Somewhere

people

don't

know

our

ComplicationsI am a constand disappointment

In the life of those I care about

And no matter how much I try

To pull away and shout I wanna break out

I wanna break the silence of my mind

Throw hate at you like acid

Make you believe I’m one of their kind

I want to burn your skin and make you suffer

Just so my words can’t reach you anymore

It’s my final wish, my last deadly offer

Let me go before I break you, dear

You’re too close, you came too near

I don’t know how to handle life

I don’t how to deal with my fear

My nervous complications

Follow no rule and no logic system

I am caught in lunacy and not in con

Don't.Put down the meds,
Pick up a book.
Stop cutting the wrist,
and take a second look.
The world may seem dark,
but it's so full of life!
So don't quit now,
the time isn't right.
Don't tie the noose.
Put the knife away.
It's not the time.
It's not the right day.
There's many things in this world,
both wrong and right.
But don't let the pain
blind your sight.
Many people love you
and can't wait for your smile.
So don't go, don't leave.
Please, stay a while.
Don't let the world try to hurt you.
Many people want to help
and help you get will soon.
Because if you go,
life wouldn't be the same.
So don't pick up the gun.
Live to see another day.

Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day

wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown

Their Guardian Angel

You think this over.

It's not like you're dead.
They're just humans,
And you're just an angel.
What was it you did?
What was it you said?

One day you're okay.
Then next it's all wrong.
Suddenly you're fighting.
On opposite sides.
All the stuff you hid from them,

You fell so hard,
It hurt you all so.
You were everything to them.
Meant to be and supposed to be,
Protecting them.

You were everything,
A friend a guide,
A hunter with wings.
But when you turned,
You saw Dean fall.

You lost him.
You lost them all.
Castiel what did you do?
Call yourself their guardian angel,
So much for a divine intervention.

Consider It a DiseaseIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so

The Battle for SanityI’m struggling to keep sanity

Thanks to humanity

Every day is a battle

My head shakes like a rattle

Broken from the scars of this war that I see

I can barely make out who I used to be

As the days grow hotter

I melt to water
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Stone Heartkneeling on rough ground,
the tears fall from my face,
collecting in a chalice beneath your feet,
feel the melodic rhythm of my heart in every drop,
and sate your thirsty lips upon the cool water,
drink your fill from the wellspring of my love,
but do not be surprised once the well runs dry,
and my heart becomes like stone,
and beats no more

Be happy, my baby girl.I don’t know when you’ll be reading this, my sweetheart
But what daddy is about to tell you will help you understand him a little

Your father is a complex, but loving and caring man
He always tried to help his friends and loved ones whenever he could, even if it was at the cost of himself
But that isn’t the best thing one can do
It got him hurt a lot by people he would have never thought to be hurt by
Luckily daddy has gone through it all, just so he could teach you to be different
Listen to me baby girl, it took daddy not long to figure out what life is
What life is ment to be, and what its true purpose is

He was depresse

LiveI'm Rio that needs a hero.

Take this knife out of my chest or leave me bleeding with out a bulletproof vest.

Am I a angel or a demon? something in me is emotional and hidden.

Somethings are unwritten and out spoken. A fire is in me.

Water calms the flames of rage. To much water kills the flame that is in a cage.

The bird still sings in it's tortured state of mind. Trying to find peace inside.

Peace is is wish for being so blind. Because peace is at his bedside.

Between the darkened heart and pent up rage. The sun is rising off the waves.

A new day rises another one sets. I'm letting go of this soulless regret.

This is for my own good

Love and trust are brokenLove and trust are broken
More times than restored
And leaves a person dead
But not blind
When you still fall in love and trust
Even though you’re broken
It’s probably just desperation
To keep away the bitter truth
The truth that says
Mutual love rarely does exist
When they do, it needs to come with trust
And the truth with trust is that
You can’t trust anybody
Without getting broken
Not even yourself

Disposablei am a piece of paper,
scribbled and full of holes,
crumpled and torn,
i have been used and tossed aside,
now i am little more then garbage,
an error and a mistake,
why am i so disposable?

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Barrier, plain
Support, humble
Obstruction, malicious
Purpose, practical
Visible, barely
Noticed, hardly
Inspiration, simple
Significant, always
Art, eternally

LossI once believed in a life sublime
When all was wonder and the world was kind
It was so beautiful, but fragile
A world like glass

Then one day it shattered and fell from my grasp
Lost friends to the world and lives to the asp
The old world was a relic
Nine tenths collapsed

With each passing day it continued to fade
Every life changed and achievement it made
Drowned itself in endless sea
Of time passed

I wonder what I'm trying to gain
By living in sorrow and ignoring the pain
Of a world that only forgets itself
It cannot last

Black is the world that came to this
The point where ignorance would truly be bliss
I only wish I could leave it beh

ForgivenessI saw them falling at his feet
One by one onto the street
At the hands of one who stood alone,
And I felt a soft wind blow

Then he saw me standing near,
But despite the sadness and the fear
I felt when his eyes turned to me,
I knew I could not flee

So as the fool I walked ahead
The ground beneath me cold and dead
Others ran, I moved alone
To the man with eyes of stone

Every warning seemed so small
Even though I'd seen them fall
And those who didn't fled this place
Soon I met him face to face

And so against all sound advice
I reached out and felt skin like ice
I thought there might be warmth to grow
But it had faded long ago

Neil's BalladeOur world is dark and people cruel
The skies are filled with endless gray
And trust, it seems to make the fool
Of those who hope for brighter day
When darker ways are here to stay
And we must live through pain and fear
As every hope begins to fray
Yet still I find you waiting here

Our world is thread without a spool
Our work at knowledge only play
And though it seems a murky pool
I no longer need be fazed
For all I need is passion's blaze
My mind is cloud but this is clear
We still all live within this maze
Yet still I find you waiting here

And still I lived within this rule
Of tragic life I cannot say
And then you made a sh

MeLove. Friends. Joy. Hope.
They brought me to this place.
But I fear what they may do.
That they may drive me to disgrace.

I am not the man I think to be
Nor what other men perceive
Experience shaped the person I am
Despite whatever I believe

I see what time I spent.
How it made me who I am.
But the time that I have left.
Could still craft another man.

I know not where the winds will take me
Or where I'll bring myself
And every flaw that makes me
Might just make me someone else

And what if I am another man?
What if I'm not the same?
If I don't like my future self
I'll have myself to blame

No I don't know quite where I'll go

KindnessLife goes on
As seasons change
What once was colour
Fades to gray
Winter comes forth
And autumn fades away

As sun obscured
By cover of clouds
The colours are dulled
By the swirling shroud
And it's just barely a shadow
Of what the world once allowed

But when colour is gone
We look to the trees
And from them fall
The autumn leaves
Like spots of colour
Floating on the breeze

And as the leaves fall
The trees are left bare
All of their colours
Have now been shared
And now they have nothing
Their burden is their care

Yet every year
We see it once more
The leaves still fall
On winds they soar

And the trees only watch, fo

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Love and Joy

by ~blueturtlebro, Jan 20, 2013, 11:36:42 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

Love

Comes, won't go

Don't know it til you feel it, but when you feel it you don't know

Somehow uncertain, yet true

So I stay here with you

Don't know where I'm going but I know where I am

So what if it's a sham?

We may be dazed

But we are not fazed

We are uncertain but happy still

All the rest is blanks to fill

Some will ask us "What is love?

When joy and cheer we hold above

And in each other that we gained

Despite the hardship and the pain

There is joy

Love is uncertain

Joy is true

Love and Joyby ~blueturtlebro

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Early work, one of first written. We may not know love, but we know joy, and we should seize it without doubt.

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